Realisation.

You are constant. I realise that now.

"I bet you didn't know that I am terrified of the dark, and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms but love dancing in the rain. Or how much I laugh with my friends & how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don't know how many tears I've cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day. I bet you dont know how ticklish I am or how I can't make decisions. & how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. I bet you didn't know that I would do anything to be with you. But mostly I bet you didn't know how much I love you."

- Grey's Anatomy.

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Also found this:

Dear Miss Khoo,

this is to inform you that you are the biggest drama queen that miss vatvani knows and all the skills that she has learned she has acquired from You. Therefore, she kindly requests you to stop noticing the drama because people only notice their qualities in other people meaning you notice drama because you are drama *evilgrin*  Miss vatvani loves you the way you are and also feels that asking that dum dum question is valid question. Miss vatvani KNOWS you think its a valid question too.

Therefore, she kindly requests you to stop saying drama unless REALLY drama.

With love,
miss vatvani

A getaway and a funeral.

I was in Penang a while ago. For a getaway and also to attend.. I don't know what you call it, 49th? or 50th day? I'm not sure. Maybe it was just coincidental. I didn't really plan on going for it. Part of me know I should, so I did. We spent most of the time getting lost on the streets of Penang. Also, before an early morning the next day, I had 3 tequila shots. Yes, 3. That's a whole lot for me if you know my horribly low tolerance for alcohol. The other did 7. Then he started talking about the prime minister of Malaysia and his wife. Didn't make sense. I'll be heading to Thailand soon. Sigh. Not been back there for a while now. Not seen the new house, don't really want to. My puppy have grown into a dog and probably have forgotten me. I would no longer have my grandma getting up at 4am in the morning to get us sweet breakfast and cook a range of dishes. Or her accidentally washing iPods. Or enjoying parties at the house. Or the beds she personally makes for us. Or the late night shows we watch on a cold winter's night. I wonder what it would be like without my grandma around. Death makes you want to be with the ones you love more. Or change your life in some way. Hers did. Not the recent one. Neither will the next one.

The Other Khoo.

Have you met my other half? Meet Rahrah Khoo. Her name is Sara Khoo actually. I've known her since.. *thinks* forever. She knows too much about me. So here, know something about her!


*grins* We normally do silly stunts together, for example being one person in a fitting room. Which failed miserably. But this time, she's a lone wolf. Heeheee... *loves*

Terrorists in my life.

Look. You're a grown up. I'm a grown up. So grow up.

Being in a relationship, with loving parents, or parents who are together, makes you want the same thing in life. But what if it takes too much effort? What if you are seeing it deteriorating and you can't really built stilts. You know if the termites aren't gone soon, the pretty house you built would collapse?

Who are you really? A house you walk into at 6? A table you sit in at 7? A bed you sleep in at 10?

Money really controls everything. I want a clip off from the world. Maybe you made it this way. Maybe you shaped my world. And that world is imploding. And I can't stop it. I can't show you what damage you are causing if those denial eyes of yours are watching.

Are you saying I'd been living in a lie? Are you saying everything that you have done has a price tag on? Are you saying you are going to break my heart? You rather stick your neck out for terrorists in our lives? Maybe you have finally come to relisation that you have always wanted to be part of the cult.

Just because I'm now 22, I'ms able to rationsalise your thoughts it doesn't give you the right to assume I would understand.

You threw a damn mug at me. I would never, in a lifetime forgive you for the spur of stupidity that you did not regret.

I hope you are happy with the side you've chosen. Because all there's left now is time.

ang3line.

=D

*jumps around*

Hello World.. since you are all happy and grinning today.. I could be that too!

*high 5*

nah, not really.

Friday.

Helololololooo... It's gonna be a good day today.

Whatxit? I've oogled at handsome man.

Heh.

So yes, today is gonna be a good day.

Now I got to reply a million e-mails to keep it a good day.

I suppose.

*drags feet*

I suppose it all has to come to a halt one day. Pfft. I better get there soon hm no? Yes..

Curaturi.

I have NO idea what "curaturi" means but here's what I got when I googled:



But the Curaturi that I'd been talking to looks like this:



Okay, maybe it is similiar. He is only 25 after all.

We constantly argue about BlackBerry and iPhone. How iPhone is a toy and BlackBerry has brains.

And fast forward to 28.09.2010. Here comes BlackBerry Playbook Tablet. The love for BlackBerry and tablets and the ability to buy one got me excited about it.

HOWEVER, here comes Curaturi claiming it is plagiarism: "blackberry has no original ideas. hehehehee. BBtablet tiru ipad tau." I asked him whether iPad can snap pictures. Hah! And to add to it, I said it is for "professional" usage and it is not a toy. WHO OWNS AN IPAD KNOWS it is pretty much useless ohkay. (With a ridonkulous name. So zepeciale wanna name it a pad when it is an actual tablet.)

Then I brought up how he said BlackBerry tablet is a copycat to remind him how iPhone is too. Hello, BlackBerry Storm? BlackBerry Playbook Tablet's totally gonna bust iPad's ass.

So I set him an MMS message: "For your safe keeping".



He replied with an MMS message: "For your reference".



HAhahahahahAHAHAHHAHAAA!!

Touché!

Meet my other colleague.

*Updated*

Hi world. Monday Monday, oh the Monday.

Let's make everybody get over Monday a lil bit easier.

Let me introduce you to my other colleague. Her name is Michelle, and from today onwards, you would remember her.

Things to know about Michelle:
- she loves the bloggers
- she hates Yut Kee and do not eat chap fan
- she wears really high heels
- she's a sexy non-humper
- she shops a lot
- she is addicted to contacts
- she knows the deed on everyone
- she is an energizer bunny on the dance floor

Proof: Meet Michelle.


She really likes dancing. Thanks Arthur's Day. Thanks Tim =P

Here's how she really look like:


hehehehehee... Big difference? Sorrylah, that was a really funny picture.