Thursday, October 28, 2010



damn you bloody bird.

That was yesterday.

"The world is round, not square ohkay?" I told Sara Khoo. My personal metaphor that probably only me and another handful of dungus can understand it - in your dreams.

If I could write a list of perfections without hurting the imperfections, I probably would.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Meet my mentor.

When I just slot myself in Nuffnang, Yee Hou was my mentor.

He sat me down in the meeting room and ran through decks with me.

For two weeks.

And this is how I repay him:

HhahahahahaHAHAHaa...!! How can you NOT laugh at that? Seriously?


Friday, October 22, 2010

Did it hurt?

Of all the people I asked.. only Tan Yee Hou got it~~

Linda K says:
Did it hurt?

tandot.yeehou says:
Hi Linda? What hurt?

Linda K says:
When you fell from heaven.

tandot.yeehou says:
Oh not really. In fact, I enjoyed the slight tingling of the skin. You know, from the friction with the air. In fact, it was.... quite arousing.

Linda K says:
REALLY? Are you sure? I thought it would hurt pretty bad, cause your face is pretty messed up.

tandot.yeehou says:


thanks @ang3line.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

You can't..

You can't lose something you never had..

but doesn't mean it can't hurt.

Back dated: 12.10.2010.


"We are PARAMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Yupe I was there. Rockzone. Sweat and big people stepping on my foot. And loud fan girls. And girls who got claustrophobic.

Thanks to @nickrosevelt , we got there at slightly before 7. Got in the gates at 7:30pm and waited! And @fresh026 , was making fun of my apparel. What??! I didn't know rock concerts have this dark bohring dresscode =P Yes, take that Basi. So I was in laced beige pantskirt and a grey-coral light top. But I wore flats..!

It was my first concert! Isn't it awesome to begin it with Paramore? (Though y2k performed in weird masks and no one got them..)

You know how you always hear stories of how the 'stars' come out real late, do a short stint and get off? Well, Paramore was on time! Slightly earlier, maybe. AND they played for an hour an a half. Just fantastic!! Got the crowd going~~ and Hayley was pretty.. ahem the guitarist too was pretty darn handsome =P Alright back to their songs!!!! They are great performers, it wasn't them performing and us jaw dropped watching. It was the whole stringing the crowd along~~ Best part was when everyone had anything that illuminates and raised it and swayed to "The Only Exception".

Oh this girl kept swishing her hair in my face. GRRhhh... you know how it is the 'oh I notice my hair too much and conveniently sway my hair from left to right' type? Yeah. Totally was doing that. I capture this to send to Fresh and asked her to save me.. and @michellezyenn was laughing at me. Thanks. *smack* She got lost somewhere in the crowd after that so.. she avoided the entire dramatic episode of me yanking her ponytail.

Thanks Tune Talk for making it happen!!

Isn't it awesome working at Nuffnang? *GRINS*

Pre Paramore Post:

Monday, October 18, 2010


You are constant. I realise that now.

"I bet you didn't know that I am terrified of the dark, and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms but love dancing in the rain. Or how much I laugh with my friends & how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don't know how many tears I've cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day. I bet you dont know how ticklish I am or how I can't make decisions. & how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. I bet you didn't know that I would do anything to be with you. But mostly I bet you didn't know how much I love you."

- Grey's Anatomy.


Also found this:

Dear Miss Khoo,

this is to inform you that you are the biggest drama queen that miss vatvani knows and all the skills that she has learned she has acquired from You. Therefore, she kindly requests you to stop noticing the drama because people only notice their qualities in other people meaning you notice drama because you are drama *evilgrin*  Miss vatvani loves you the way you are and also feels that asking that dum dum question is valid question. Miss vatvani KNOWS you think its a valid question too.

Therefore, she kindly requests you to stop saying drama unless REALLY drama.

With love,
miss vatvani

A getaway and a funeral.

I was in Penang a while ago. For a getaway and also to attend.. I don't know what you call it, 49th? or 50th day? I'm not sure. Maybe it was just coincidental. I didn't really plan on going for it. Part of me know I should, so I did. We spent most of the time getting lost on the streets of Penang. Also, before an early morning the next day, I had 3 tequila shots. Yes, 3. That's a whole lot for me if you know my horribly low tolerance for alcohol. The other did 7. Then he started talking about the prime minister of Malaysia and his wife. Didn't make sense. I'll be heading to Thailand soon. Sigh. Not been back there for a while now. Not seen the new house, don't really want to. My puppy have grown into a dog and probably have forgotten me. I would no longer have my grandma getting up at 4am in the morning to get us sweet breakfast and cook a range of dishes. Or her accidentally washing iPods. Or enjoying parties at the house. Or the beds she personally makes for us. Or the late night shows we watch on a cold winter's night. I wonder what it would be like without my grandma around. Death makes you want to be with the ones you love more. Or change your life in some way. Hers did. Not the recent one. Neither will the next one.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

The Other Khoo.

Have you met my other half? Meet Rahrah Khoo. Her name is Sara Khoo actually. I've known her since.. *thinks* forever. She knows too much about me. So here, know something about her!

*grins* We normally do silly stunts together, for example being one person in a fitting room. Which failed miserably. But this time, she's a lone wolf. Heeheee... *loves*

Terrorists in my life.

Look. You're a grown up. I'm a grown up. So grow up.

Being in a relationship, with loving parents, or parents who are together, makes you want the same thing in life. But what if it takes too much effort? What if you are seeing it deteriorating and you can't really built stilts. You know if the termites aren't gone soon, the pretty house you built would collapse?

Who are you really? A house you walk into at 6? A table you sit in at 7? A bed you sleep in at 10?

Money really controls everything. I want a clip off from the world. Maybe you made it this way. Maybe you shaped my world. And that world is imploding. And I can't stop it. I can't show you what damage you are causing if those denial eyes of yours are watching.

Are you saying I'd been living in a lie? Are you saying everything that you have done has a price tag on? Are you saying you are going to break my heart? You rather stick your neck out for terrorists in our lives? Maybe you have finally come to relisation that you have always wanted to be part of the cult.

Just because I'm now 22, I'ms able to rationsalise your thoughts it doesn't give you the right to assume I would understand.

You threw a damn mug at me. I would never, in a lifetime forgive you for the spur of stupidity that you did not regret.

I hope you are happy with the side you've chosen. Because all there's left now is time.

Monday, October 4, 2010



*jumps around*

Hello World.. since you are all happy and grinning today.. I could be that too!

*high 5*

nah, not really.

Friday, October 1, 2010


Helololololooo... It's gonna be a good day today.

Whatxit? I've oogled at handsome man.


So yes, today is gonna be a good day.

Now I got to reply a million e-mails to keep it a good day.